Haven't been updated my blog for ages..guess i should do it now..

today's feeling kinda emo nor i can say i had been being emo at times lately..everything goes off and have been messed up..sigh..wondered when can only i can work everythings out as what i had planned..well ,maybe this is just not right at the very first time but untill when she said the word ,'can we just be friend ?' that seriously hurts me a lots..thought everything would be better even though i am having the worse thing..cuz at least i got her with me .but ,fact is still the fact..she might have been fell for someone else or maybe she's not..i don't know ,i still have to respect her decision though..i didn't want to let her go ,but sometimes ,if you really loves someone ,you gotta set her free and let her move on with her life ,is that what you called love ? on and off's relationship is really making me tired and i had love before ,think that's enough for now .thank to her ,cuz i really learnt a lot from her as it's time to grow up instead of remaining the same with her and gaining pain and upsets from this relationship..我想我懂了怎么放手..guess that's what i want to say .